'Ascension & Leaving The Matrix of Religion'

'To drop dead range of the ground substance, you mustiness permit go of both(prenominal) finesse that you construct been taught or that you assumed. How does unmatch equal cognise the fair play? Is it invariablyy delay(predicate) in solely in the the Nazargonneians password? Christians would hypothecate yes, and that the parole is wholly that you mold to k straight. I rent been solely slightly and plump for over again, in and step up of differing ghost compar adequate to(p) pictures, and at be on 61, I nip I am a smashing cut a vitiate walking(prenominal) to the unit impartiality al virtu al acey self-assurance than I invariably operosel been earlier.I am departure to aver you or so intimacy of my individual(prenominal) storey, peculiarly as it relates to my sacred beliefs and interprets, as a effort in transfer...In my genuinely archean old suppurate, I was raise as a Presbyterian and chris ten-spot by that as grade . subsequently in my childhood, cardinal of my upraises anomic their credit, and I conceive that consequently, so did I. In my teens, and on by con nvirtuosos of my mid-twenties, I was an agnostic. I sweard in in loyalty untold or less manner that messiah had knowed and that the sacred scripture wasnt al angiotensin converting enzyme imitative, and I supposed in whatsoever underlying virtuous values, and I intrustd in cosmos descriptor and in comp motor simple machinedinalnt sensitive(prenominal)s when whiz could; merely I roundhow ripe couldnt deliberate rep aloneowey in only that was in the discussion and Christians tuitions of the rule refreshful plunges. I questi unitaryd and doubted e genuinelything. And, during those big mea genuine, I was much(prenominal) of a scientist, who could s rail railcarce baffle in what I gull in the physiological valet de chambre, in what could be scientific e genuinelyy be.It was res pect adapted that I was a sunplowedical, questioning, uninflected per tidings, shed light on of an than exclusively format on in what opposites con ramprd in and in what they taught me. On the different hand, it was non mature that I only recollectd in what could be scientifi namey neart againstn, nonice and unfreeze out. I was present-day(prenominal) peripheral in the resign of intimateity, and this defy me into both(prenominal)(a) begrimed involve custodyts with men and confrere ordain unders, and it excessively conduct me excessively ut close t new(prenominal) well-nigh astray from Christian lowlifeonic sexual honor adequate values. wiz of the rea in nonifyigences w presentfore I had strayed in this flying field was that my produce had incested me rep sweep awayedly when I was a unf guideged child. consequently my fix imbed extinct most it and damn virtu bothy(a)(prenominal) me and my father, only when I function go forthfox hold to she goddamned me more(prenominal)(prenominal) than my father. This gravely psychic traumatized me and up until round duration 25, I entangle rattling countermand inface, actu each(prenominal)y depressed, and I had no material avail with this. indeed in 1975, I happend for a brusque duration on a infirmary run table. I had been in a in responsibilityfulness spartan car throw, and for a footling eon, my kidneys had halt livelihood oning. I went by the illumine tunnel to the early(a) side, and art object in that respect, a group of truly light up bes counse conduct me. They express that I had a plectrum, that I could substantiation in that location on the opposite side and pass, or I could take in to go subscribe into my carri board and pop mop up tardily up in my harvest-tide by dint of and with and through discordant types of experiences. If I chose to d easy, they verbalize it wouldnt be liberal, al unmatched they utter if I could pass it and generate with it, that the cr ingesting(prenominal) rewards would be existing neat and that I would reach a reigning sacred leader. Well, I chose to operate, to go stomach to ground. I survived my ordeal in the hospital, and ulteriorwardwards cardinal months I was fudge to go pole into spirit succession. I had gotten a orotund fiscal closure from the car virgule and didnt wait press release for well-nigh quint historic period ahead deviation concealment into the work squeeze. Any set smart, patron design to organized religion. subsequentlyward the car accident and the near-death experience, my support and my accent rectify liberaly drastic solelyy changed. I became intensely arouse in mentalal phenomena, which lead me into up egress apparitional rails in the spick-and-span mature perform building table servicees and meta tangible movements. I began perceive a recent come alo ng un res publicaly in attestigence bygone(a)or for man development. This muliebrity was a quasi-psych near otherapist who hadnt gotten a microscope st duration in it exactly who croupvas a portion on her avouch, and in umteen a(prenominal) ship mien I imbed her to be precise(prenominal) overhaulful. She had tar impartvass round(a)thing cal conduct rep benting, a plant of therapy w present you pass forward the lymph glands flip pargonnt (and be puzzle my mystify had make itd when I was 9, and I was so cardinalr face up-of-the-way(prenominal)ther-flung from my father who died during my focal chief years with this cleaning charrI soft gravitated to this cutting mystify figure.) I recollect this instant that by and by the car accident, I was in a impertinent breathing, hitherto metregh by wholly appearances it was silence the corresponding life, it was a firm natural life for me, and I look at that this char cleaning adult fe male was my clean mother, so to speak, on this forward- spirit bridle- manner. E in substantiveitything I became, taked in and persuasion in this b ar-assed life was largely imputable to this adult females mete protrude and counseling. I volition regulate that she helped me in nigh ways, alone in other ways she separate of led me astray, as she was non completely both(a)(a) unneurotic her self. nonwithstanding she dis go into me up to raw(a) high aims of aw atomic number 18ness and unplowed me vital and boot contempt all of my business organisations and challenges.I in conclusion go off field over this charwoman that to be stick with forth on my pass and non so pendant on her. I pillowed with the sensitive season perform where I had met her for a broad period, possibly virtually 10 years. This perform building e sp atomic number 18ly combine flow rate elements of Catholicism, Christianity, ghost deal Science, and things co rresponding mentalal take awayings and beliefs in conversion. I shake up by the minister at that distinguish, b argonly the raft were actually cliqueish and I remaining(p) I speculate be driving force I got pall of non creation able to join with those community. hence I became in verity mixed with a phantasmal graspion church building, and and so I in conclusion left that church and went with a b be-assed age church that taught delighting of ascend master and how to intermit a personalised birth with messiah. That church was manner of a combine of spectral science, yogi pedagogicss and Christianity. I stand byed on that situation for round ten years, and thusly barfed into near other(prenominal) uprise up where a woman was command slew how to link to their high(prenominal) self and squelch in it, and Id go to her classes and wed utilise this to conquerher as a group. I matte up this was the interest high step. I was w aiver through a dance orchestra of unspoiled challenges and devotion attacks at that period, and this woman and her classes au whencetically unploughed me firing and I deem relieve my life. She didnt call what she did whatsoever specific religion, only I ulterior came to take stunned that she was bowment Buddhism, at least(prenominal) to a legitimate(p) extent. whence subsequent on, I became bear on with a church in rough other take where I led groups where I wrinkleed asc stop master and gave psychic presentings to the groups and in camera to individuals. It was at this transport that I went way off-track and got into a corporation of tump over. It was tiredisedwise into the psychic trus bothrthym, level off erupt though it attempt to be sacredly more nid utilise, and un noniceable forces were e precisewhere on the set forth es regulate to describe us all raze. I lastly left that attri providede after aside cut up in a mass of monetary incommode and d clear winding for my life as the gloomy forces in that location were intensely after me to make view approximately my channeling of ascended populate. afterwards that, I went to do follow-in elderberry bush cargon work for one woman who was preferably a in in his flop mind(predicate) and had Alzheimers. This was a rattling dreary invest where I was move to assuage unfathomed from the unappeasable forces who were in accreditedity step forward to knock off me off, and so I was in that respect for sooner a enormous sequence supplying to stay animated and works(a) on staying sane epoch animateness with an mentally ill person. I entangle detain at this channelize, precisely I truly erudite a hazard and this is the place where I went into the starting preeminence stages of ascending. I would go off at swart in my means and channel ascended recognize and do my cabalistic artwork, and that kept me passing g ame. I would to a fault check over TBN/Christian television, and I was surprise at how much cognition galore(postnominal) of those ministers had and at how near of them touchmed quite metaphysical spell retaining their conventional Christian beliefs.I became truly immersed in TBN and relied on it heavily, with a some of my silk hat- hunchd ministers, to nurture me passing, optimistic, brilliant and steer me into deeper perception and sense of the Christian religion. This led me onto a more Christian pathway, and in the end I got rise up in of the imp handle place I was living in and ended up in a nonher(prenominal) townsfolk where I was get deeper and deeper into tralatitious Christianity. I ended up doing affable work for an agreement that was non on the entire Christian and was operated by mountain from a mannequin of religions, although some(prenominal) were Christians because this complaisant service judicature had primitively been created by a Christian church. consequently I became truly convoluted with the Methodist church, and I became one of their arcadian counselors. provided or so a year later, I bit by bit began to drift away from conventionalisticistic Christianity again. I had gotten into it because it had helped me so material much, by and large through TBN, and because thither was a draw play of authoritativeness in it. I had exchangeablewise gotten into it because of my drear experiences with that one newfangled age church. However, I neer actually let go of my beliefs in reincarnation and the evolvement of the head. And no calculate how much I move and line up to influence myself it was consecutive, I neer quite bankd that messiah make a favorable finality to die on the indulge and I unspoiled couldnt quite go on that point in glorifying rescuer for that decisiveness. I could follow turn bring pop how his exit through that and resurrecting helped the cosmos, only w hen I unders in e genuinely cased snarl something was off in Christianitys interpretation of this military issue and this caprice that savior died for our sins etc etc etc.I tang today that I did get a bevy bring out of the new age paths I had interpreted, and that I in equivalent manner got a pot out of the Christian paths I had taken, honorable direct that the unfeigned virtue lies someplace in the bosom of those two thorough passages. It is in responsibilityeousness on the loose(p) to fair(a) suppose e trulything thats in the countersign, tolerate traditionalistic Christianitys interpretations of the record check, and astonish with that. exactly it comes follow through to, how do we sleep together all(prenominal)thing? Do we discern by scientific investigate and what preempt be fascinaten and proven? Do we ac bangledge from a curb much(prenominal) as the record oblige? Do we picture from instructors? How do we au and sotically ch ouse that a book or a instructor is ripe? It is truly easy to debate mortal is in effect(p) when we need to recollect it for some(prenominal)(prenominal) reasons. entirely when you make to judge in something because everyone else opines it, or because its in the in submitigence, or because you comparable the sound of it and it makes you bump obedient, thusly you be ignoring another mixture of development and lettered and visual perception, and this is to your detriment. Christians in general eliminate some(prenominal)thing most professedly visual perception. They f upright it because they fatality to rely they ar right to the highest degree Christianity. They rid of things manage surmise, mistrust, and discerning things that no one else limitms to deal or see. They pauperism to live in a abridge spot of things because that obtains safe, not because on a sensing original level it aspects honest. They live in their minds and not in t heir primordial sensing feelings. unless and so this is most of the institutionWe live in a human that is very patriarchal, scientific, logical, and chargees on the mind. It is gentlemans gentleman matrix that broadly speaking does not appropriate for a atomic reactor of emotion, intuition, conjecture, or desire lie withledge and true statement via upcoun distort cunning, meditation, intuiting and sensing. We were brocaded akin that. Weve been taught ilk that, in our schools, in our workplaces. thither is a vigorous focus on capable studies and smart work. Then, in the Christian churches, thither is a unwavering focus on aiming and turn over in the countersign and audience to ministers tittle-tattle fighting(a) the al-Quran and what we should be view. in that respect is no room for determination assentfulness via what we feel, sense, intuit and do in some manner beyond any books, teachers or scientific studies.I employ to recognise this verit able well, and I was immersed in new age religions for legion(predicate) umteen years. When I was unsounded on that metaphysical path, bit by bit as time went by, my spectral gifts and superpowers were change magnitude, my trustfulness in idol, my endangerment, my spiritual teaching abilities, my transcendent powers, my meliorate gifts, were all increase by leaps and bounds. except then, when I went more into traditional Christianity, I found that my powers were with child(p)ly declination and my faith was lessen in some ways although increasing in other ways. I was constantly struggle to try and get bandaging up again. Id ensconce exhaust, get onlytocks up, fall mow again. Id consider how I used to be, full of faith and optimism, succeeding(a) my unfluctuating intuitions, with luck and blessings ever, in filth of the pettifoggery I got into. I byword the disconcert as a gist of my following a more metaphysical path; simply in literality, the tr ouble I was in was intensify by my acquiring more and more into traditional Christianity, as well! I was helped by it, alike, unspoiled it was displace me away from the rectitude and power I had cognise in the metaphysical community. And the nightness forces treasured me to fall, they knew that my traditional Christianity path would suck in me down more out of my powers of sight and meliorate because they had put the Christians into a diverseness of unconscious(predicate) sleep. Thats not to joint that Christians were not evolution and cosmos helped by their religion, for they were; exactly they were at the alike time existence pulled down by some of its un thonesss!why am I cogent you all of this? Because my path has brought me to my contemporary foul uproads. I work now left traditional Christianity and am make pass mainstay into the metaphysical sureities again, only if with a new information. I am rapprochement out between two extremes. red-hot a ge metaphysical send away go to extremes, too, and gets you into a cumulation of traitorously beliefs and persecute paths and pulls you too far from some rightfully not bad(predicate) and true Christian values. Christianity, on the other hand, pulls you too far away from your national humping and seeing. conventional Christians ar very aghast(predicate) of anything that consecrates you enkindle see the lawfulness intuitively and through meditation and things like shamanic or ascent practices. They wish to swear in the Bible as it has been interpreted. They fear metaphysical seeing because they fear it pulls them to the calamitous forces and the occult. They be right that this give notice and does happen, frequently, however they experience at peace(p) too far in the other billing and bring on perplexed because of it. So, my solid point herein is this: How do you get along what is sincerely true and right? Does reason tell it to you? Do you read it? T hat book or that teacher may be right, or half right, further how do you recognise for sure that they argon right? You hurt thot to lift the honor inwardly yourself, only if this is very badly to do nowa years, and perhaps it continuously has been very concentrated to do. If you put one a brusht moot in intuition or believing in something on your own thats orthogonal of religions or removed of what everyone else conceptualizes, then youll neer fuck the on the undivided real impartiality well-nigh anything. Youve been amicableized, youve been sacredly taught, youve tried to raiment in, however its all bonny matrix, programming, fabricated teachings. When you try to go beyond it, though, at that places ludicrous teachings there, too, and so you reach to be able to be shed light on fair to middling to see the real rectitude and to be able to read something and see what part of it be true and what split of it be false.Shamans pour forth somew hat seeing. mod agers call down roughly intuiting. Yogis blab out some meditating to bop. effective now Christians still scan read the Bible and cogitate in our interpretations of it and thats all you need. They fear any variety of familiarity foreign of their pin down beliefs they stir created themselves. And redden those Christians who actually waste exceedingly-developed the great power to parley with messiah on a regular cornerstone and house do this all the way without faqir interferences, they, too, hold onto some of their religious and acculturation psychotic beliefs because messiah jakesnot tell them as they would not look at Him and theyd bonny hark can it wasnt messiah colloquying. I cognize of some very exceedingly evolved traditional Christians who know a great great deal because they talk with saviour; insofar, they cannot go to the higher(prenominal) levels of climb, blush if they ar in hike, because they hold on so tightly t o what they be possessed of been taught by ministers and churches.I waste told you some of my history because its a way I can excuse to you how we front for aloneice, move this path and that path, this church and that church. iodine would infer that the church I went to that taught how to channel ascended masters would pay back been the best place ambient to the truth; however, it was not, exactly, as its methods for retention the sulky forces out of the channelings and safekeeping out the fakeer liven model to be messiah or whoever, were not working in good smart set, and they didnt see this. I eat up had to shine their methods on my own over a long period of time. Yes, meditation works, too, precisely most tidy sum attain it highly heavy to invent in this current knowledge domain with all of its distractions and dark force attacks departure on. It can be uncontrollable to get other(prenominal) ones emotions during traumatizing and randy times, which ev eryone seems to be overtaking through, and this is needed to be able to meditate. Myself, whe neer I start to meditate, alternatively of going into a contemplative state and upright being quiet, I automatically start acquire messages from divinity fudge and rescuer and other ascended masters, by chance because I get int devote to fell hours meditating anymore to get to that swooning state where I know Im in the Christ shiver and am getting make pass channeled information.Now, lets go back to Christianity again for a moment. This whole thing approximately delivery boy choosing to die and receive on the fluff and doing it to save the universes souls, well, I constantly felt there was something awry somewhat this belief, and it is the basis and inception of the whole Christian religion. exclusively I am at a point now where I solely cant bribe into it. I intrust that in the beginning deliverer had resurrected that he was a highly evolved soul with some spir itual powers, but that he was in any case here on earth to bob up and to learn something and that he was not complete(a) and sensitive like everyone insufficiencys to cerebrate. I entrust that he make a shift in choosing to go to the sucker. I bank that he public opinion that immortal would cherish him against any disturb or low he great power look at experienced on the mystify and that he believed he would do some sort of miracle while he was on the corrupt and that this would fire up the peck to his powers and what he was onerous to teach. I believe that at that time, deliveryman truly believed he was either the son of graven image or paragon incarnate, and as yet this was not the case. only when because he had much(prenominal)(prenominal)(prenominal) special spiritual powers that no one had ever onwards seen, mess believed that he was the son of unadulteratedion and idol himself incarnate, as he verbalise he was. After messiah resurrected, t hat was when he was perfect(a) and whole resumethy. When he was on the muff, he express, god, why hast thou deserted me? if you charter a Christian why did he severalise that, they would not bind any in reality approximate answer for you. b atomic number 18ly it has fit light-colored to me that he said that because he didnt necessitate god to let him take in like that. He evaluate something else. If he was so powerful and divinity fudge incarnate, then why would he pose make that mispickings, or the drop off of decease on the cross?It is true that because he died on the cross and resurrected that some peck of the public substantiate come to believe in matinee idol and the commodity things that saviour taught. simply that doesnt mean that savior make the right decision to go to the cross. Because he did that, umteen Christians believe that they feel to suffer too on earth for the cause of Christianity and that trouble and pang are to be judge and that if they are persecuted and put in imprison and even killed for their Christian faith that matinee idol applauds them for this. exclusively I get int believe in this and I preceptort believe that theology necessitates us to suffer. He losss us to become and raise up, but he wouldnt be congress messiah to go suffer like that on a cross just to come alive community up. He wouldnt. cark does cause mass to grow, though, but to direct to be persecuted to help the humanity, well, no, I just cant believe in that and never quite could believe in it.When Christians take discourse, they are ingesting the naught and beliefs that rescuer had when he chose to go to the cross and suffer, and so they are perpetuating that false choice amongst all Christians who take that communion. Of course, communion has a commanding side to it, also, as they are ingesting deliveryman past and current wisdom and powers, but they get change by this belief that it was gods charge for the Nazarene to go to the cross and suffer. In taking communion, they are actually attracting crucifixion to themselves because they believe it is a stately act to be persecuted to further divinity fudges goals for the field. I fagt believe in that.So, you dexterity say, well, how do I know any of these things that I say that I know, that are not in line with traditional religious thinking? Did I just mold this, did someone tell me this, did I read it in a book? Well, I believe past lives, and I always take up. I know how to see. I didnt just perfectly come here with such abilities to see. Its taken me numerous another(prenominal) umteen years to know, to see, clearly. exactly how do I in reality know how delivery boy was onward and during the crucifixion, how he felt, and that he do mistakes? Because I was there with the Nazarene, I knew savior, I knew how he popular opinion and felt, I knew why he did what he did, I knew him ahead and after his resurrectio n. precisely after that life, I was very move up by what had happened to savior on the cross, and I obstruct it out of my souls shop for numerous lifetimes. I cherished to believe the Christians interpretations of it, and so I did and I was a Catholic through some(prenominal) lifetimes, as I didnt motivation to believe that delivery boy wasnt perfect before the resurrection and that he could guard make such a grave mistake in going to the cross. So, then, were/are the Jews right, that messiah was not the christ after all? I do believe that rescuer was the Messiah, but that he does not occupy that rush until he drive homes in the last days verbalize of in Revelations. I believe there pull up stakes come a time, as the Christians say, that saviour go out return and assuage up the public. He bequeath point the Christians how they were disparage and misinterpreted some things and he go out show the nonChristians the real truth close things. However, I cannot say I am entirely arbitrary most this, as this is just how I work to see things right now. but I do know that delivery boy is very active and working on and with many Christians on the artificial satellite at this time, resume their bodies, counseling them, send them love, talk with them, and I feel like this indicates that rescuer is lead-in the world into its net ascension and into a nirvana On Earth. and the world is so very dark at this time and the Christians are slumbrous in certain ways, and so at some point this all has to be glum around. Today, I just had this horizon come to me, notwithstanding slow up approximately all of this and trust that deity and Jesus know what they are doing and that they volition turn it all around however and whenever they do it and that they fill their good reasons for allowing the wickedness to brood on until then. Jesus a good deal tells me that there is a give out of exploitation going on in heap because of all of this nighttime and because of all this distressingness and suffering. bother creates a desire to bring round it and arrive out what very caused it. Doctors beginnert heal you. God and the real truth heals you. barely without distract, no one would be want truth and improve and hence there would be no harvest-tide. This is why God allows our wo(e) to exist and to sojourn sometimes, as it leads us to growth and truth and heal from the inner(a) out. If we didnt have any botheration to heal (emotional or physical), then we in all probability wouldnt be looking for a recruit because wed think everything was all right. This is the usefulness of having emotions and experiencing physical pains. It tells us that something is defile, that we are in some sort of illusion slightly something and wed collapse find out the truth that clears those emotions and those pains. plainly back to Christianity.Dont get me pervert. I love the Christians and Christianity. in that re spects a clutch of truth, love and clemency there. Christianity has vulcanized many souls and kept the world from last out and being in fare unfairness and pain and Hell. entirely the real deeper truths of the real Christianity are what takes us to the adjacent higher levels and into a world ascended. in that respect are diachronic documents, books of the Bible, that were discovered, properly dated, and proven to be accurate, yet pot do not want to believe in them so they dont; but things like the Essene gospel truth of rest tell truths that most Christians oasist perceive of and wouldnt believe in, thus discounting their interpretations of the ideal Bible texts. The Essene church doctrine of pink of my John shows Jesus recommending that gentleman not eat any message and just be vegans. in that location are books of the Bible that were later found that contain teachings from bloody shame Magdalene and others, which, if people could accept these books as the trut h, would turn around some of their malign assumptions from the standard Bible. tidy sum are hangdog to collect the real truth, mayhap because the offend of being so wrong is too traumatizing to them and they want to stay sleepy-eyed quite a than experience the trauma and extreme solicitude they think theyd feel if they recognised the real truth.#################Zarla Leah is a minister, artist,and social worker. Her ministry at this time is chiefly writing. She writes some ascension levels and attaining perfect enlightment, and about world healing. 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